It's been so long since I have really sat back and took a good look at my life and where I am compared to where I was. Its hard for me to do so, because I have never really been happy with any of my accomplishments. Crazy as it sounds, but I have always lived my life for other people, for their approval, and acceptance. Not in an out of control kind of way in reguards to peer pressure, and such, just in a way that I please the people that surround me. Today I have realized many things for my life, ones in which will most likely dissappoint people in my environment. I have also come to understand, that its ok to dissappoint people. As long as I am serving the Lord and doing His will, He will take care of the rest. There is no doubt in my mind that I will make a great life for myself and later include my husband and children. For now I will have to make my decisions on my own about my life no matter the approval of others in my life, I only need 2 approvals, my own (right from wrong) and God's. He will reveal to me the steps to take and the places to go to do His purpose. I will find my happiness, only through Him.
Matthew 16:24-25
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