Ms Independent

At this point in my life i have to learn independence from everyone else in my life. The only one I can rely on is God. He will never leave me nor forsake me. I have spent too much time trying to fix my relationships with others, some of them could care less how much effort I'm putting forth, then I have people in my life that see my progress and all of the adjustments I have had to make in my life.
This past weekend was Easter 2012. Milford Christian Church put on an Anointed, stages of the cross interactive session. I was blown away at the grace I felt overcome me, I have never felt so unworthy and so humbled by such a strong story. And to have it right in front of my face and broken down to each stage of Jesus' Ending, it was just so incredible to me. I never saw His death as such an amazing sacrifice. I knew what He had done for me was beyond my comprehension through out my youth, but to sit at the foot of the cross and come to the realization of his compassion and pure love, I couldn't do much but weep in happiness and it remorse. I have not lived my life like I should, and throughout I knew that halfheartedly it was wrong.

After this weekend I know I'm going to be okay, whatever God throws at me is nothing compared to what Jesus endured the day He was beaten, mocked and crucified for ME and YOU. Yeah I know I'll be okay. More than okay. This is my chance to really live for God.